Hello everyone I haven't been able to get on much, or really have the heart to. My (second?) cousin Nicholas died at 16. He had a seizure disorder and I think a type of mental illness as well. I wasn't as close to him, but it hurts me to realize he's gone. The give pack of hotwheels I bought him were tucked into his casket with him, and after than I gave his mother and his sister a hug. I haven't felt like crying due to the shock, but when they played "The Greatest" by Kenny Rogers a little while ago, we all watched the music video and I wanted to fall apart. I can't believe he's gone. I wish I could say more, but I'm speechless.